It's been awhile since I've updated the blog and I figured it's probably time to update it.
A lot of things have been going on these past couple of months and a lot of things have changed.
I'm sure most of you have noticed that I am back in Utah for awhile from my pictures and posts on my social media platforms. As soon as I moved back, I was bombarded with a ton of texts and messages asking what was going on and what was happening. I heard from family members, really good friends and people who I haven't talked to for years. I appreciate the love and support, trust me, I do, but at the same time, it's really no ones business on why I'm back and why Trevor and I have decided to do what we're doing.
I know a lot of you are curious and I know there are rumors going around. So lets just get it out in the open, yes, Trevor and I are currently separated. We will either work things out in the end or we will go our separate ways. Everything will work out in the end and our little family will be ok. This separation gives us time for us to focus on Bentley, but also to find ourselves and work on ourselves individually. Because let's be honest, how can you love someone else without loving yourself first? So many people only know one side of the story, or hate Trevor, or just want to be nosy. When truth is, you all have no idea what's going on. We are doing what's best for us and no one else.
Now I want to tell you a story. Yesterday at church, the lesson in Relief Society was on marriage. I immediately looked at one of my roommates and she realized that the lesson might be hard for me. As soon as the teacher got to her second point in the lesson, which was about being sealed to your spouse for eternity, I completely lost it. I left bawling, because I just couldn't handle the lesson. I am at a completely different point in my life than the girls in my ward. Being back here in Utah and having the experiences I've already gone through is helping me find myself and realize what I'm really suppose to do. I'm finally getting my answers.
So if we get back together or go our separate ways, don't judge. Just know that we really do appreciate all of the love and support that we have been receiving. My little family means the world to me and I love those two boys more than anything.
"No trial is so large, we can't overcome it together." -Neil Andersen
Until next time,
Xoxo
Emi
